to be honest, i have no idea how it went. it felt good. i felt in control and surprisingly un-nervous by the time the interviews actually started. but it's a weird subjective space, with no feedback, and encounters too brief to get an overall sense of how i played. so now i guess i just sit back and wait. until may 15. which at the moment feels like a long time, but i'm thinking that once i get through the next week (2 exams, 1 paper) the time'll pretty much fly by.
what has been brought home in this past nervous month, though, is how good it is to be loved, and to be told so. i feel incredibly fortunate to have people in my life who hold up, who care, who rally, and who listen. so for all my grand prepared ramblings about the humanity implicit in doctoring, this is the humanity i know - my friends, my family, the random people in the dog park who send good wishes my way even though they don't even know me.
thank you. i hope i can return the favour.
natalie merchant - life is sweet
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